I wish I had a vein
I wish each day didn’t bring a fresh wave of pain
I wish that I was sane
I wish that I could cope
I wish that I could smile without being full of dope
I wish I had more hope
Of course I love a good hit
But the rest of the time it just makes me feel like shit
I wish that I could quit
I wish I wasn’t bored
I wish my depression would finally reveal it’s core
I wish I wasn’t a whore
I wish I wasn’t cursed with charm
I wish I could wake up without a needle in my arm
I wish I could cause some harm
I wish I made more bread
I wish I could quiet the noise that fills my head
I wish I wasn’t dead